green honu in maui

green honu in maui
the search for the light above...

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

empty chocolate hearts are full of surprises

the love that fills my calloused heart, much like
that dark, empty shell of chocolate on valentine's day,
filled with nothing but that which is considered to be
the best of intentions, a display of my love for you...

...my love for you, selfish - it turns out
to be, for what i thought was best for you
was completely the opposite - it was
the best for me, and so you suffer...

...and so you suffer, and so do i, for my tragic
affection proves its way out of line, without
ever even realizing the mistake in process, only
later, so i truly apologize and ask for your forgiveness...

~repus
3:14:12 @ 12:46am

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

your effect on me


it may be raining, but the falling drops 
from heaven warm this cold and lonely soul
while the cloudy, grey sky is pierced
by a single, pure ray of golden light,
and this is her love shining down on me,
as a second and third hole come blazing through
the ominous weight of the world, like slugs
from cupid's nickel plated .45 desert eagle, each
finding its own proper place in this puzzle i've
become; one by one, they continue to come,
turning me into the illuminated one amongst
the shadows of this overcast darkness.
in the blink of an eye, change becomes me,
reflecting the radiating, yet intoxicating,
luster of universal love upon every single
dirty thing, unifying by cleansing the devil's claw
with a feather from an angel's wing...
 
 
~repus
3:6:12 @ 02:00

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

oh my goth, i'm so depeche...:



"It's No Good"


I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You'll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run, but you cannot hide

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

I'll be fine
I'll be waiting patiently
Till you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realize
Do we have to wait till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You can't turn back the tide

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

Monday, February 27, 2012

how to wake up with a smile

when i get cold and feel alone,
like someone without a home,
i think of you, begin to thaw,
and before i know it, i am warm
enough to live, enough to love,
much like a hand inside a glove,
cause you're the angel of my light,
from my heaven up above;
so shine down right on top of me,
a flame that only i can see,
to keep me warm through this night,
till the sun comes up in the morning...